Da Tu Ku Shui!!!

School reopens... Frankly speaking, my heart is filled with fear for this semester because I am going to face my major project (MP), as my programming skills is really so so, this really adds on to the stress. I was further burdened when I got to know my MP is an external MP! Our supervisor really stress me out when he said things such as "all of you are specially chosen", "all of you must do a good job for this MP, as it is the first time FCO (the company) is outsourcing to IT students like you"!!! I guess I have nothing to say as this is what God has planned for me for the semester... Haiz... Our MP is also bound to start later than other people, because of the lack of requirements and the thing is our deadline is the same as everybody else!!! I think I can die of stress and fatigue I get from MP in the future... Our MP requirements came out yesterday, I still haven't really read about it... Anyway, my MP is called eSIP 08, its actually a system used by SIP students and our goal is to add new features to the existing system...

Recently, my spiritual life is quite stagnant, I do not have the motivation to do QT... I have been busy with life and even if I have the time, I will be indulged in some kind of entertainment. I remember last Sunday's sermon by Uncle James and what we share during the fellowship, I think I really need to say to myself, "Enough of such stuff!" as this things does not have eternal value... I also felt my testimony in school is getting nowhere. I think its time for me to go back to God, as I think its God's reminder that I am starting to go astray... In the same time I think its time that I learn some EQ, I think I don't know how to handle human relationships well yet... Haiz...

On a happier note, my Shen Diao fever come back again. Oh my, Return of the Condor Heroes (ROCH) is really my most favourite story ever! The latest version of ROCH is airing in Singapore now, everyone must go and watch, its the best version ever! Liu Yi Fei's Xiao Long Nu is the best I have ever seen, somemore she is so pretty. Haha... Anyway, quite alot of people have this fever with me since the latest ROCH version was out, before that was Jing Qiang, now is Wai Yee and Olivia. Haha...


Left: Liu Yi Fei as Xiao Long Nu, Right: Yang Guo and Xiao Long Nu!!!